"I love you so much" can't measure to how much I really do. "Thank You" isn't enough too.
Today is his birthday, Salleh B Hamid.
Happy Birthday Dad. Happy HAPPY Happy Birthday! May Allah bless your kind soul, and may you live a long healthy life. May you be given "murah rezeki" and may all other good things be in store for you. Thank you for what you have always done for this family, for me especially. Thank you for the love, the care and concern, the time and the effort you have poured in to make us into what we are today, to bring us all to where we are today.
You are a strong man that seldom shed tears. Though you may be short-tempered at times, I still want to thank you for raising us up to be responsible, respectful adults. You are my idol and I wished I could have lived your dream for you. Of course, that wouldn't be a waste. It'd be my pleasure to realise your dream for you. Maybe one day, I'd be given the chance to do it; Insyallah.
It's not too much if I say that this man is the best father for me. He may not be the smartest, the richest or even the most handsome dad ever, but he is the right man for the job: Father. He gives me love, more than I could ever ask for. He looks after me, cooks for me, fights with me. He would bring a smile to my face, He could also be very scary though. Every morning, I would prefer it all quiet and peaceful. But he spoils by annoying me, and asking all the useless questions one can think of. Every day, I would prefer delicious foods, according to my taste. But he would just re-heat whatever food we had yesterday and if we are lucky, he'll add a few stuff to it. Still, it'd be delicious. Every night, I'd want to spend time watching my favourite korean shows/dramas, not that I'm not watching it all day. Or sometimes, I'd have assignments to do and get all stressed up. Then either way, he'd come to my room and disturb all the "don't-disturb-me" time that I have.
But if he doesn't do all these stuff, only God knows how dull my life would have been. How hard it is for me to go through this long, tough (bs) life that I have. This man is a father and a friend to me.
On this day, I want to thank you for always being there for me and supporting me, even when I don't appreciate it. I want to apologize for always forgetting to call you, or talking back to you. I want to say that I love you so much and that I am definitely a daddy's daughter because you are the best dad any girl could get. Even when you'd force me to go home early, or not on the phone for too long, or not allow me to go for an overnight chalet with my friends, or worry about the littlest things I could possibly do, I still want to thank you for making em into this person that I am.
If I haven't been the best daughter to you, or haven't given just as much back to you, then I will make sure I try even harder form now on. I want to make you proud, I want to make you happy, I am 19 now so you can let me walk by myself.
But even so, I still want you to hold my hand when we walk, irritate me and joke around with me as if you are the child, and keep on nagging and (over)protecting me like you have always done so. I may get angry but every time, I know you only do so because you love me too much also.
I may not express it much but I hope you know how important you are in my life. I do not even want to think/imagine a single day without you. So while I still have the time, I hope I won't ever disappoint you too much, or make you angry or bring tears to your eyes.
There are so many things that I want to say still but I guess this much is enough here. Once again, Happy Birthday and ILUSM. Thank you for everything <3
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