I am not afraid anymore. No more white lies, no more drama.

Yes, I confessed, and confessed and confessed ALL. Way to go, shafienas!

Well, I have been telling almost everything anyway, so this is like the next step.

There's nothing that could stop me these days. It's nothing of acting on impulse or even being dared by anyone to do this. Lately, I just don't bother to think about what I'm going to do/say. I have no doubts, no fear, and almost no secrets left to hide. (I made a decision to tell, so I will.) One minute I was actually still thinking about it, but the next minute was all about having the one of the most honest talk I've had with anyone since the so-not-long-ago schooling days.

Mission Impossible complete :) Congratulations me!

I guess being truly honest about this thing wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Maybe that moment was it. Maybe I just couldn't hide it anymore, since I've let out too much confessions already before this. Okay, I think I just lost my mind.

This is even beyond my wildest dreams. Well, it used to be.

You didn't think I could do it either right? I just did it.

Girls, I need a congratulatory hug from all of you.

I did it. I did it. I did it.

I did it. I did it. I did it.

I did it. I did it. I did it.

:))))))))))))))))))))))

p.s. If only I had that the guts to tell about __________. Do I?

(enter my name here)

And although the chances of these kind souls ever reading this is or ever knowing that I am talking about them here is 0.017638, I still think that this is worth a post. If you get what I mean, then ssshhhhhhhh... If not, well don't be bothered by it.

p.s. Have you been busy or do I have too much time on my hand?

p.s.s. Have you been too busy or did you just forgot about me?

(enter my name here)

Maybe you're too good to be true.

Maybe I need more time.

Maybe you're playing games.

Maybe we can't do this.

Or maybe this is just bullshit.

(enter my name here)

But I do believe that you are an idiot.

p.s. You don't know, It wasn't you.

(enter my name here)

I am known to do all this risky things, unexpectedly and obliviously. I don't care what they might think, or what they might say. Since it's the last day, I did it. I really, really, finally had the guts to do it! After all what have I got to lose? What great harm could I possibly cause, or how difficult could it have been to "open your mouth when you talk"? (inside joke here) But then again, expect the unexpected. It's not that hard to read people at times, especially when you have been doing so the whole time working there.

This feeling - it's unbelievable. Why is it so? Caught me off-guard there.

On another note, such short-lived happiness only calls for disappointing regrets at the end of the day. What was I expecting? No more of those silly mind games already. I have a feeling this is it, if there was even any.

Anyway, what just began was just the end - so no big deal. At least, there was goodbye. From now on, let's start a new story, and I don't know you or her.

p.s. so do I start or will you wake me up again? let's wait and see.

Okay, I need (and desperately want) to sleep, more stories later :)

(enter my name here)

(enter my name here)

Wise Words :)))

Being a cashier all this while has taught me the importance of patience. There are people in this world who can be so inhumane sometimes. It is unbelievable how people just don't care about the others.

Just because we are mere cashiers, does not mean we are of a low-rank employee. Customers don't have the right to glare/stare/snap/whine/shout/call names/curse us as and when they like. How hard is it to understand when we hold up a sign in english? Don't tell me you don't know how to read "Basket Only, No Trolley" or "Customer Service" or even better "Counter Closed"? No cashier will ever give you bad service unless you start the shit attitude first. If you think you have to line up for 30 minutes before paying, then let me tell you this: everyone else is waiting too, you know. So shut your foul mouth and just keep waiting. You only had to stand for 30 minutes, we stood there for the entire day! So don't whine to us about being tired. Afterall, we are just a humble human being with a pair of hands, right? Don't blame us for being so slow ( and because of that someone even called me stupid! ) And at the end of the transaction, it's not that hard to say "Thank You", right?

But thankfully, not all of our "dearest" customers are bad and screwed. Surprisingly, there are kind souls out there. There was once, I was made to be a very special cashier, so important that I had 3 VIPs helping me - my supervisor as packer, a LPO to search for barcode and another LPO holding up the Counter Closed sign during the rush hour. TERROR laaaa :)))

Oh I can't wait for this job to end, although it's has been quite an experience to work with certain people and be able to do certain things. (Maybe this is what you call a love-hate r/ship?)

(enter my name here)

:))) shop, SHOP, and more SHOPPINGGG!

Thought #1: The shorts/mini-skirts/dresses that some girls wear is so short that sometimes you just can't help but to wonder if she had forgotten to put on some pants instead. Fine, they're showing off the long sexy legs to get the head-turning-eye-popping effect - WTH.

Thought #2: The walking speed of some people can make you feel as if you're watching everyone pass you at fast-forward x4 motion. It's like watching a recorded video but the difference is that this is live instead!

Thought #3: Yellow, when you add green in it, will soon turn blue - Think about it.

(This is what you get when you stand too long at the side line and wait.)

p.s. All I can hear is you blabber about blahblahblah.

(enter my name here)