Okay, here goes my long-winded speech.

To: A person named Q

It's been a long way since we started. Okay wait, that sounds wrong. Let me re-phrase that: It's been a long way since we became friends. WOW - the difference these 3 months have been. It makes me speechless, even right now really. Probably, it'll be a long time until I'd get on this roller-coaster ride again.

Thanks to you, I've gone through many things, and felt many times a day that I am special. We have said it and made it very clear what all these days meant, and who we are to each other. I guess I am going to take on your advice. I am going to hold on tightly to this heart. I am going to just think about me, and love myself more than anyone else could.

Like every roller-coaster ride, it takes you up and down. Like every long bus ride, it will come to a stop. Like every other start, there is an end. I don't know how long this trip we've taken is going to take us. I don't know when you'll get off your stop; I don't even know mine. I just don't think this is right, for you and the both of us. You know very well the kind of person I am, and honestly I am surprised you could do that in this short period of time.

So here's the deal: Let's give each other that chance to walk out of this status quo anytime from now. Let's not hold on to each other. Let's not stop each other. I may be selfish and scared, but I do care about you. I still hope you understand. You gave me dreams and hopes I never imagined so all I can say now is something I cannot say looking into your eyes: I'm really very sorry. Don't wait.

'What if it seems like you're going to love me.

Because it seems like you're going to come to me if I wait a little.'

-What If (Super Junior)

p.s. I finally found your favourite line. Wished I hadn't.

To: My past

You have drifted so far away from me and now I don't know how much further away you'd be. I'm so scared that one day I might end up forgetting you. I'd hate myself if that ever happens but who can we blame?

I guess we just began walking on different paths, towards different directions and today, I realised we are no longer standing in a line. Honestly, I truly do treasure you and keep you deep inside my heart, even if I don't say it often. But like any other human, we tend to forget and take these things for granted. We might have hurt each other's feelings, ignored each other, doubt each other to a point where we no longer want to hide the ugly truth.

Every time, I wished we could start getting so fed-up with each other and let out all these inner thoughts that we cast aside silently. I wished we can be honest like we used to be, and not care about how things were going to change. I used to be so sure that we will always be together. All those dreams we had, those long talks, those worries we share and those 'I miss you like hell'-moments - I don't know if this is how we both feel anymore. But I do still believe in 'Friends Forever'.

So if one day, I should ever be like a stranger to you, I sincerely hope you can be there to hang onto me. I will try to hold onto you too. I'll be your lighthouse, and the one to make sure your feet stays on this ground while you take dreams and soar high in the big sky. Please do me this favor too. Please, please don't ever forget me, especially when I've forgotten you. And for what it's worth and so much more, Thank You.

(enter my name here)