Morning: All the time while people sleep and snore oh so loudly, I was wide awake. At 7am, I finally fell asleep but woke up 4 hours later.
Afternoon: About time I confessed to him. The burden is now gone, The urge to stop talking is gone. I just let it all out, so thank you for hearing me out.
Night: DEAD Tired. (Of waiting, worrying, thinking, explaining, pleasing, saying sorry) Whatever world, I don't care about what you think because you don't even have the slightest idea about my life even if you watched me grow. You have no right to be mad at me, or even try to make me feel guilty of disappointing you. You will never understand, even if you say you do. That is just what you think, that is not what you feel.)
Went out today. Will not go out (for leisure) for the next 3 weeks. Yes, you heard me right - 3 weeks! So don't bother asking me. Don't even leave a note. Don't think about nudging. I will come and go as like I like it, when I like it.
(enter my name here)
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