I want to ride in one of those things at SENTOSA :)))

But for now, my finance minister is broke too.

Going back to reality, I have been spending more-than-expected time chatting up and meeting with friends wherever and whenever possible. To those who I still owe meetings and movies, fret not. Once my wallet is full again, I am all yours baby (i hope). I hope Rahavan will ask for another date again since I won't be able to make it tomorrow. That sweet darling sure knows how to impress his ever-faithful-and-waiting girls.

Speaking of work, to my friends who can be VERY forgetful (and this is really getting on my nerves as much as it is getting on yours) : I am not available on weekends and during the festive periods. Don't anyone bother to ask me again or I swear I will not agree to go out with (whoever) anymore. Of course I will inform whoever whoever i/c about my shifts but that is all. And I have a feeling that some events will be kept on hold/TBC because of this whole thing. So if majority of you already can make it for whatever, please do not wait for me. I can always join in at a later time/date/place. Having said that, don't anyone dare cancel anything just because I cannot make it. Put the blame on me in any way, directly or not, and you will face a different side of nurulshafienasbintesalleh. Don't test my patience here people. And if my words here are too harsh, let this be just the preview. Peace, world peace.

Anyway, I am starting to feel guilty for not sending off my brother properly on Friday. I should have tag along and not go back to sleep. Mother already misses that son too much and it shows. Mother took a picture of Brother with his new hommies, but it's too grainy. And last night, she looked so sad when she was looking at the picture. Suddenly, I nearly tear up too, because ________________________. Before that, her phone lag a bit and she was so scared that something happened to the picture and it was already 2am when she asked for my help! Mom's love - it still surprises me sometimes.

Ending off with random things to say to many random people who-shall-not-be-named:

1. Walk the talk girlfriend. Been there, done that. Impossible is really nothing. You can do it. You cannot just want to do it, you have to start acting like it.

2. Time change. Seasons change. People change. This is inevitable. You cannot stop it. You have to realise that while people enter your life and bring much joy, there will be others who leave even without a note saying goodbye or thank you. Don't worry, you will be fine.

3. Life goes one, like it or not. Look on the bright side. Didn't they say that the other side is always greener?

4. Whoever invented/started the cold war is a very stupid person. Now, people everywhere are following his steps. He doesn't talk, she doesn't talk. When does this end?

5. I don't understand why I have keep on pleasing people, when they obviously don't deserve it. Ah yes, that word: _______. My tolerance level is wearing thin and someone is in big trouble. HELP!

Playing help-doctor is no fun, it's a real deal here. Do my advices help? Idk.

I really talk too much. I am not surprised if no one bothers to read at all.

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