Maybe, just maybe,
this is what it feels like.
Like I've been better, Like this has been much better,
Like I've forgotten all that I've wanted to,
I stopped walking, stopped running,
only to look back at those memories.
I want to be like the white clouds,
and those colourful rainbows,
I want to be a happy person.
As long as I don't have any regrets,
as long as I don't have to turn my back,
as long as I keep on going forward,
I'll be happy.
But then again, where am I now?
Did it start again? Please let it not.
Please, please, please.
Coming back to reality, I'm so pissed right now that I can really punch someone. I want to slap that face and I want to let it all out. I pray hard that you'd really just disappear. I'm so f***ing angry that I cannot stop cursing. What a disappointment - both of YOU! I can't be bothered to talk about the (ongoing) exams and I sure as hell, can't be bothered to talk about how it has been.
9 more days, just 9 more days.
(enter my name here)
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