Okay, the usual exam post-mortem period has begun. And it's when every teacher go all out to bring down your waterface and demoralize you even further, as if the grades hadn't done a good job at it. And it's even worse when they start on the big letter A. Subject by subject, teacher after teacher, paper to paper - (insert Mcfly's All About 'U' song here to know the reason).
But being the quick-but-still-'lambat' repented girl that I was, I was really taken aback by Mr C's words. When all the teachers do the same things, and say the same things with the same tone, I tend to practice selective hearing. Other times, I resort to retaliation/rebellious acts. But this time, I guess it was his clear, straight-in-the-face rantings that wasn't just from another teacher, but a very concerned one at that. And it's been long since I felt like there was any. To make things seem as if what I was feeling wasn't just me, most of the Geog people for my lecture group turned up at the library doing geography during the 3 breaks before the day ends with another Geography lecture. LOL.
And I can't believe I'm enjoying reading the book:
Complete A-Z Geography Handbook! It's amazing what weird words you can find there. Funny how I like to remember such things even when this is really not important. And under exam conditions, I really don't think I'd remember. But nevermind, I'm happy living in the geography bubble.
And the day didn't just end there, I swear I was just so ________! :DDD History made a new mark in my life today. Now I know how it feels like to have butterflies in your stomach. Okay maybe not really. But it was just the thought of it. I can't believe I was disappointed when they didn't get to take it. Let's see if there's going to be a next time. But thanks eh - you can't be more UN-professional than that! THANK YOU, ILU2.
(Note to self: Fantasies should just be fantasies. All the how-I-wish needs to be under the strict control of harsh realities in life. It shouldn't be wandering about in your head, all mixed up with wild imaginations and withdrawal symptoms from Korean dramas! Stop smiling to yourself, nurulshafienasbintesalleh.)
NurSafiahAlias the Great once said:
It's heartache to be human.
It's true. I really believe in that today. But since patience is a virtue, I'll be nice. Besides, it's 'once in awhile'. A piece of advice: Walk The Talk. Don't be such a loser and be fickle-minded about things.
Oh and I really feel for MJ's 11-year old daughter, Paris. Being the daddy's girl, I truly love my father very much. And I do not even want to imagine ever having to lose him. I think the world will come to a stop for me. So when Paris said those touching words during MJ's memorial service, I teared up just looking at her and seeing her do it. She's very brave, and strong.
p.s. 18th July - SENTOSA, here I come! I really can't wait. It'll be me and my friends having fun under the sun. And when it's this group of wonderful people I call friends, time is always not on our side, or at least mine. (enter my name here)
