The future is a very scary world to talk/wonder about. And it's scarier when you have to enter it someday and then live in it. The fear of the unknown, of what the future holds may be overwhelming, but the fear of what you already know that might/could/would happen is even greater. Because of that, to some extent, you'd feel like no matter how hard you'd try, you still won't make the cut. Thinking about the worst-case scenarios just bothers me to the extent that sometimes, I (intentionally) just give up.
Having said that, I'm not saying I'm going to continue this attitude. From now on, till the very last second of the last paper, I will give my all, my best, and my everything. I will try to really live, sleep, eat, talk and etc etc etc of only my wonderful 5 subjects (I did mention the word 'try'.) And if this is not good enough, I will make sure that the fault does not lie with me, should I screw up eventually. So, to nurulshafienasbintesalleh: Fighting!
Ironically, I will now post up pictures/video of my new Korean bf(s).
Kim Hyung Joong
Kim Sang Bum
And what's even better, they are neighbours! I have no idea why I am excited over that. And I cannot believe that Kim Bum is only 20! Notice the neatness of their hairstyles? It's an indicator of a potential true gentleman. (No, I made that up.) The word charming and cute just met their true owners.
Oh and to my K-ladies (especially Jan and Saf if you're reading this) watch it. Prepare to melt Jannah, embrace yourself for the inevitable.
A 20 sec video that can make me smile for 20 minutes. One word: KAWAIII!
Almost paradise? Yes, I am ALMOST THERE. Coming soon? Well, make it sooner. Now, how long has this post made me smile-like-an-idiot so far? Well, enough to make me forget that I'm supposed to mourn over my oh-I-am-sooo-dead MYE results. Speaking of which: OH HOLY.
Okay, enough of this. But I'll share with you a very funny incident today that brings us back to reality. Question: To what extent has technology impacted (normal) human behaviours? Well, this incident has given me that enlightenment. I was sms-ing my mum about how I just found my ez-link card, in between the pages of my daily planner. And she replied, almost 5 minutes later just to say:
U BERY KELESS! :P:P:P
Initially, I have no idea what she was trying to say, or even how I'm supposed to read it. Then slowly, I tried saying the words out loud, and I almost rolled on the floor laughing when I finally realised what the msg meant. To those who still cannot figure out what the above statement was, my mother was simply saying: U VERY CARELESS. Obviously, not only has my mother tried to simplify the spelling of these 3 words, she also made it certain that she add a touch of cuteness to it (or so it seems). But it's okay Bonda, rock on and peace out - I no longer doubt that you are indeed my dear mother. Your creativity and sense of humor exceeds mine.
Every day is a gift, that's why we call it present.
