Thursday, May 21, 2009
earth is round
8:08:00 PM
3 things in the world that tells me
happiness still exist in this world:
1.
Food! I had 3 hours break today, and I couldn't decide whether I should stay in school to do some stuffs before I get tired from all the drama and couldn't be bothered to do any, or should I go home and sleep while I have the time to. But then, having Safiah around and her crazy randomness (cravings, feeling bloated, rantings yada yada yada and whatnots) and being the influential devil that she always is, we girls decided to eat out at QiJi. And then all of a sudden, I felt this urge to eat my heart out. And so, I had all my 3 favourites of all time: Laksa and Popiah roll at QiJi with Strawberry milk tea. OH HOLY - i couldn't stop smiling all the way back to school and even during class. So thank you Safiah, and sorry to the two boys whom I heard, were searching for us after we not-so-unintentionally left them.
2.
Music! especially the ones that make you feel as if they were written for you and your current life experiences..
[Chorus]In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road,
he lost his soul
to a woman so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
Oh... How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so,
cold as the winter wind when it breeze, yo
Just remember that you talkin' to me though
You need to watch the way you talkin' to me, yo
I mean after all the things that we've been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Hey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told me
Hey yo, I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, while I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely
[Chorus]
How could you be so Dr. Evil,
you bringin' out a side of me
that I dont know...
I decided we weren't gon' speak so
Why we up 3 A.M. on the phone
Why does she be so mad at me fo'
Homie I dont know, she's hot and cold
I won't stop, won't mess my groove up
'Cause I already know how this thing go
You run and tell your friends that you're leaving me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than me
[Chorus]
Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you
So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies
I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night....
[Chorus]
In the night, I hear 'em talk,
the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road,
he lost his soul
to a woman so heartless...Heartless is just so ________. and next in line, falling slowly. And oh I guess what makes me smile even wider is the fact that the American idol winner
KRIS ALLEN sings these songs! I can go crazy just imagining 'him' singing it. This is wrong, but I am just
appreciating god's gift for beauty.
3.
Korean things!The boyfriends, the many many many dramas, and even just speaking in it make me go
ohh-
lala. The songs, and all the dancing, is like no other. And oh, after freaking out by the thought that my 20-year old brother puts the song
Nobody in his currently Top 10 songs, I am still dealing with the fact that everyone (okay fine, almost everyone) in school is actually singing it! Oh please, don't start with the dancing! Boys, please do not even attempt to try the dancing.
So you see, I told you happiness still exists in this world. So I should just keep on smiling, even if I'm not really smiling or even if I really feel like slapping _______'s face. I just don't need some people and their crap. For they, are just stupid,
useless, selfish, pathetic, annoying, arrogant bastards who are pretentious and oh-so-fake, and I really do pity them for having such a sad life!And for that i just
answered a GP question, given by
Abu:
"What is life, if full of care; there's no time to stop and stare."Yes, I am that
ignorant. And if you think so too right now, then "get out of my uncaring, _______ face."
a side note: this is for that friend who asked me that question -
it's funny how small little things can touch you. it's funny how small little things can be remembered, cherished and treasured. it's funny how a simple 'thank you' can mean so much more than what it really means. it's funny how saying 'sorry' can be so darn hard, and somewhat a take on your pride and ego. it's funny how simple questions like 'how are you?' or 'are you okay?' and whatnot can make you feel as if that person is really going through whatever you are feeling, even though he/she is just another stranger or even if all you can reply back is 'i don't know.' or even better shaking your head or walk/look away. and in the end, it is really these small little things that you thought were oh-so-small and insignificant, that will be the one that'd make you remember how much you miss that person who always did it to/for you, and how much you truly regret not doing these small little things back in return. it'd be one of your biggest disappointments, for just seeing the big picture instead. i won't be on that losing end, but you will.(enter my name here)
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