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the not-so-anonymous moi

Shafienas Salleh - 18 on going 19.
I believe that a girl can dream any dream she wants.

Laugh. Dance. Love.
That one day will come.

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3 cheers to yesterdays

November 2008
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adieu to you too

aminah
fatimah
fazari
haikal
haniffa
hazel
jannah
munirah
musfirah
raidah
safiah
wida


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Friday, March 13, 2009
ubin ROCKS
11:11:00 PM

Ubin was beyond greatness. it was tiring, hot, bumpy, with puddles here and there blablabla, but it was definitely the best mass-cycling session i've had in idk-how-long! riding the bicycle down the hills and then going up again (most of us didn't bother even trying to cycle up, we automatically got down and started walking - it was much faster!), and then riding on a long stretch of road - even when you're on your own - can be FUNny-ly FUNtastically FUNtabulous. it's really nice to feel the wind at such high speed. you can sing, and shout, and scream, and race and feel like you owe the entire island. hey, the only way to ride a bicycle is to go faster and faster.

thank GOD for not raining on us, and thank those mosquitoes for not leaving any marks on me AT ALL, and thank the ground for not being too slippery and not letting me fall, and thank my eyes for still being good enough to see what others missed out on, even without my glasses, and thank the bicycle for going as fast as my legs could cycle. {I didn't put my feet on the paddles, he let go of the handles!} OH hard damn.

p.s. UBIN pictures soon to be uploaded - report back again next time.

Words I Couldn't Say (Junhaji Mothal Mal)
How much more tired are you? How much longer will you go on burying everything? I stir my head; Close my eyes. I'm holding on like a fool. I try to fool my heart by saying it's not, but like a fool I regret it. I keep getting heated and, I keep thinking about you. Without even realizing, my heart keeps getting lost, searching for you. I'm trying to forget you, trying to forget you, trying to erase you. Even if it's just one day, I'm going to act happy without you. I'm going to try to smile. But it's not like my heart to act this way, maybe that's why my act isn't working. What am I to do? I want to see you.

Instead of thinking of this breakup as our love ending, I'm just going to long for you. Even if only the bad habits come and find me, no matter how hard I try, I'm here once again waiting. I'm trying to forget you, trying to forget you, trying to erase you. Even if it's just one day, I'm going to act happy without you. I'm going to try to smile. But it's not like my heart to act this way, maybe that's why my act isn't working. What am I to do? I want to see you.

You were always the first to be standing there. Our eyes aren't able to meet this time, because she's standing in front of you. I love you so much. The words I really want to say(Words I want to say), Words you won't ever be able to hear; (My love)How much I love you - I cry out again.To me, it's not the end for us.

OH HOLY- MBT in 10 friggin' days.
I'm not even 10% ready as of now!
go to hell lah.
i want to go to sleep, because i am 100% sure
i'll get SWEET dreams tonight.
want to bet?

(enter my name here)

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