okay i know i promised you the drama camp pictures up next, but sadly this isn't it. before you start cursing me and telling me how pathetic i am, read this. because of my ever-so-useless bitchy internet, it's not letting me upload pictures for God-knows-what-reason. Hence, Man should be ashamed of himself for ever discovering/inventing technology which is more of a nuisance than bringing us any convenience. Trust me, technology sucks, or least in my case.
So postponing the entire DRAMA REPORT post to next time, let's talk about today. OH sheesh, your weekend cannot be more boring than mine. the H2 malays had a sastera workshop at TWM on what else? yes, puisi tradisional; it's all the pantun, gurindam, syair and sajak. go find someone esle to translate it if you don't understand because no one can understand me with my international english language ( in other words, i don't know la!). It was from 8.30 in the morning all the way to 5! but it wasn't all boring stuffs and yawns all the way and no work.
And after awhile, though we started falling asleep, the stress part was when we had to come up with our very own patun, gurindam and syair. OH holy, i had to use what was left of the brain cells that i initially had and really put them into words. but me being nurulshafienasbintesalleh must have the most silliest inventions ever! and at the end of the day, this was my my only proud piece of art. if you don't understand it, then that's the beauty of art.
aku bukan untukmu
dan aku bukan menipu
kerana aku tidak sempurna
kerana aku tidak indah
kerana aku tidak seperti mereka
aku bukan untukmu
dan aku bukan bermain
kerana aku bukan sesiapa
kerana aku tiada apa-apa
kerana aku hanyalah kawan
di antara kita hanyalah angin
di antara kita hanyalahlah perbezaan
di antara kita tiada persamaan
kita berdua sejauh kau dan aku
jadi buat apa mata ini?
kalau hanya untuk melihat kau pergi
kalau hanya untuk menyakitiku
dari hari ke hari?
jadi buata apa mulut ini?
kalau hanya untuk mengucapkan selamat tinggal
kalau hanya untuk menyakitiku
dari masa ke semasa?
jadi buat apa perasaan ini?
kalau hanya untuk kau permainkan
kalau hanya untuk menyakitiku
dari mula hingga akhir?
kini ku lepaskan apa yang ku pengang itu
kini ku biarkan ia berlalu, biarkan kau jauh
memori kita hanya memori
untuk ku tangisi di hari esok
apabila kau akhirnya ke sana
tanpa diri aku disisi
aku siapa? kau siapa?
kita hanya kawan;
aku bukan untukmu
dan inilah kenyataan.
i'm sorry if my posts had been nothing but just words, but hey, you can't blame me. i swear it's the bloody technology! and i don't think anyone's bothered to read my posts anyways so who cares if it's plain?
OH and to '
the girl' on jannah's blog, {if you're reading this} our small junior knows that you like someone from
that CCA. but i don't think he knows who the person is exactly. so let's be carefull ladies, because he is trying to get to know a lot of things about a lot of people from a lot of sources. and to the rest of the people out there, minah brutal is definitely cepat! okay go crack my codes, not that it's all important anyways, and i think i made it sound exaggerated.
RANDOM stuffs: 1. oh i love the P.E. department for lowering the standards for the girls to bronze rather than silver. but still, i have to do this shit so let's get it over and done with and not repeat it for a second time in august. 2. i think i'm in the process of getting over you-know-who, and go back to my old happy-go-lucky days because i'm tired of all this already. let's put the As second to none, girls. 3. speaking of which, MBT is in 16 days, and i haven't even started studying seriously. OH god, i need to sit down, shut up and study. let's start now {or maybe tomorrow?} okay bye!
p.s. congrats to ALL my dear friends who did very well for their As malay paper (no one did badly though); now let's make surewe have the same grade for the other subjects, people. if impossible is nothing, then nothing is impossible.
(enter my name here)
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