If you want something so badly,
then the world will conspire to give it to you.
okay firstly, what a week! i have not felt so tired during the first week of school since forever! like seriously, suddenly everything is happening! hmm, where should i start? well apart from the sleeping-still-after-midnight times, assignments have started to come piling in again. with teachers already knowing you, and even more unknown teachers knowing you, school is simply fantabulous. well at least for now. oh and i've been promoted to secretary from being head of logistic support (which shares roles of secretary at a very minute scale), and trust me, the work is really wasting-my-time kind of thing. but oh well, i'll try my best to keep up to the standards.
okay since wednesday and thursday went by so fast, i won't be bothered trying to remember what happened. all i know
GP is currently still enjoyable because of the many historical things i learnt (this is possible because it was the so-tired-over-geography period) and that we are still in not really into
the studying-24-hours mode. drama will no longer be on wednesday so the day would be reduced to a coming-to-school-at-9.15-and-going-home-at-1.45 day! oh and my last malay period at 4.15 will be at common lunch so i won't have wasted time during the 2 self-not-study periods earlier. (
i do hope drama is not on thursday, though coming to drama after PE is very sucky-yucky.)
besides being the OGL,
i've also signed up to be one of the emcees for the Orientation '09 finale night. i've taken 3 of emcee-ing events but this one must be my biggest one. imagine - 1000 freshies with their eyes on you! (OMG it's so fun calling them freshies!) i'm definitely not appearing onstage alone! i had wanted to withdraw earlier, but then siti's msg came, and i'm back on track. i so hope if i'm chosen, she's chosen too, because i may have some trouble communicating with the others.
hello! i still do not know half of the student population, though aminah is always coming to me to ask about other people's whereabouts. (p.s. i may not know you, but i've heard lots about you that i don't see the need to know you - HAHA.)
speaking of siti and aminah, the four of us which includes safiah, also
played hide-and-seek in school on friday! school ended early and we didnt have anything to do and the finale auditions were at 2. we had 2 hours of free time and were really bored. so siti suggested playing hide-and-seek after our failed attempts at syair-ing and all the rap and also after the talk about sean-fiah. (i had always wanted to play catching in school - refer to my quote above.) it was small scale, as in we only played within a small space - the canteen all the way top the netball court area. aminah and safiah started counting, while siti and i started to run. so from the canteen, we searched for places and had wanted to go into the gym, but it was far too easy. so we went on and ended up at the
never-been-there soccer court. we first sat on the steps but then it was so open that we could see safiah and aminah searching for us from afar. so we went in onto the court and siti started recording. it was so funny; i should have asked siti for the video! the way she spoke; it was as if we were like terrorists! in the middle she was like whispering softly and excited: "oh sshhhh, they're coming!!! they're coming!!!" hahahah. aminah and safiah had 5 minutes to search for us and they ended up giving up because they can't be bothered maybe. and so
we won! LOL.
after finale auditions, i had planned to go back home and try to get some sleep but then i ended up at LT5 (with reasons not worth explaining) to watch the movie
Love Guru. i was suddenly wide awake and laughing all the way. the free food was a great thing, seeing that i was too bored of our canteen food and that i was tyring to save more money. i had wanted to go on to meet diyanah and nasihah (it was her birthday) with my uniform but then i didn't bring her birthday gift. so right after the movie ended, i quickly went home and took a quick shower.
not only was the day humid and all, i was feeling uberly tired. (i'll tell you why later.)
we had
eighteen chefs - D's treat! (thank you so much D!) then we all did more catching up and talking all the way. after that meal, simei being boring-simei, the three of us headed to not-too-boring TM. we just did a lot of shop-hopping and didn't know what to do. then i received my come-back-home-to-mars call at 8 and we headed for the MRT. diyanah and nasihah decided to bounce back, so i wouldn't be alone. only at p.ris mrt did we start
our official camwhoring session. at first they let 1 train past, then it was another, then another until it was 8.20-ish that they finally took the train from p.ris all the way to the other side of Singapore. (
i'll let the pictures do the talking another time okay.)
okay so besides the fact that the day was already a long day, it definitely didn't help that i had MWH CIP the next day in the morning! friday was tiring but i managed to stay uberly high and happy-go-lucky besides the fact that
i only had 2.5 hours of sleep the night before. thanks to geography! (this is the reason i had wanted to tell earlier.) i was late for MWH, like uberly late because i woke up at 9.10 when i'm supposed to be at MWH at 9.45. LOL.
alright,
there goes my long post for you to explain my long absence, though one week didn't feel that long, but more of it being packed, i think. this definitely excludes the useless self-study periods. i'm sorry for the lenghty-no-pictures-at-all post -
you have successfully wasted approximately 4.56 minutes reading this update.
p.s to my oh-so-beautiful friend: if you can't even love yourself, then even i won't let him love you. if you are not worth it in his life, then he definitely isn't worth it in yours. i don't know what you know, i know what you don't.
you are beautiful - in every single way. if you truly love, then let it go and be free. if it is really love, it will come back even if you throw it to the other end of the world. if it isn't then it wasn't even love to start with.
a girl can dream, but one day she'd have to wake up.(enter my name here)
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