warning: super-duper long post ahead. no, i'm not exaggerating here, really. don't say i didn't warn you okay.
this week has been pretty happening for me, though i blogged nothing about it whenever i came online. but whattheheeck, either i was too tired blogging about it or that i needed to write something more worthy or that it's been on my mind the whole day. you know how you need to do reflections and stuff, and write down what you've learnt. yeah something like that except that for me i make my words sound so ridiculous, you won't even bother guessing. but if you know the story, it should give you an insight of my oh-so-happening life. if you get what i mean. nevermind.
so where was i again? oh yes my days; oh happy days.
8th dec 2008: start of the week was great. hari raya haji, a day known for its sacrifices, or rather our sacrifices. oh no i won't go on telling you of the many sacrifices that i know of, whether or not they are worth telling. anyways that day everyone in my extended family saw my new hairdo, and let's just say they seemed rather surprised, perhaps. i won't go into the details here. but if there's anything i want to say about this day, i'd tell you about what i prayed for at the end of it. i prayed that one day i can hear my maternal grandmother speak again, even if it's just one word. i know the possibilities of her recognising me is like almost zero, since she can't even recognise her husband's or children's name already. but i'll just have to pray that miracles do happen, and that whatever i pray for my grandmother, He'll hear them. so with that one reason, it's enough to keep me hoping and continue praying. always and forever.
9th dec 2008: i don't remember anything much about this day. well at least nothing to make me remember anything that happened.
10th dec 2008: radios had a small gathering which was planned by hafeez, atiqah's ex to celebrate her birthday. and oh too bad diyanah couldn't make it. actually i thought this day was cancelled since my so-called mum didn't msg me anything. but then, rashidah called and told me the plans. met up with rashidah first because namirah was late. gosh i miss her. from afar, i could spot her already. the one and only most craziest girl on this earth. her jokes can really make you laugh till your butt hurts. idk how that feels but i was trying to prove my point. so anyways, then we met up with namirah and zahidah. atiqah wasn't suppose to know that we're meeting her though initially she knew hafeez had planned something. but then hafeez told her it was cancelled. bought food, drinks and cake. everyone was broke and we tried oh-so-hard to save. like literally, serious. we didn't even bothered to buy cups, tissue and oh plates or any other utensils! haha, whattheheck! then went to p.ris park, settled at a pit and started writing on the birthday card. here's our msg:assalamua'laikum nur atiqah bte abdul razak...
happy 17th birthday nur atiqah bte abdul razak!
wassalam nur atiqah bte abdul razak...
buhbye nur atqah bte abdul razak!
yeah, we're pathetic. but the day was fun though, and oh we only spent like 3 hours max catching up before heading home. and and and, i picked up some new words. you how malays like to say 'buih' if someone talks a lot, well a friend of mine being not so malay, used the word bubble instead. i can't tell you how funny it was when she first said it. serious! and oh here's a proof at how trifty we are!
1. rashidah was trying to donate 20cents and when she already donated, quickly she wanted to take 2 stickers. why?, because she donated 20cents.
2. rashidah and i had to buy the wrapper for atiqah's birthday. when atiqah was opening her present, we kept on insisting that she does not tear it up because of the cost. like we literally told her the price and told her that she could re-use it. for example: wraping our presents with the same wrapper. i know, shame on us.
3. everyone was forced to finish off the cake by rashidah, but actually she wanted to finish it.
11 dec 2008: okay so actually i didn't planned on going to this picnic but since someone kind of bribed me into going, i finally did. and i was stuck at home for a little while because i had to wait for my mother to come back first. and oh don't even start to ask me why, serious you'll die when you know. when we got there, seriously i thought that attendance was going to be somewhat exciting, but oh, it was more of (i can't find that word.) okay so we bought food yada yada yada to the park, and yada yada yada had a blast at the playground. ohmygod, you'll have to try it. really. then rain rain came, and oh we quickly settled at white sands mac, more talking and cam-whoring and whatnots and then tadaaa home sweet home. pictures soon to be uploaded guys, really. sorry. but oh the day ended with a confession, or is it two?
12 dec 2008: study date was really spicy. i told you so. met up wth wida and then we prepared ourselves. made sure we were comfortable. i don't do coffee so i took out some notes. made the table look messy with pens and then, yeah you know what happened. gossips and gossips duhh. all the way till shafiq came at around 3.30. that was unexpected though. then siti came. both started on their work, ignoring wida's and moi's constant gasps at each new gossip. then fazari arrived, next was jannah and then munirah and aminah. oh these people met up because they wanted to collect the money for our event of the year thing. which i think, am having doubts about. moving on, after they settled their money issues and wida and i finally were out of stories, we all gathered in front of wida's laptop to do what? (you really want me to answer that?) so we came to this particular site and ohmygod, we really had some good comments or rather constructive critics for this human being. then blablabla and then wida, jannah, aminah and i finally left at around 6.30. i headed home. the 3 of them went on to tm, i think. to do some shopping. apparently, jannah already had a list, and aminah had announced publicly she wanted new shoes. the others stayed on at mccafe, doing idk what else, but whattheheck. words for the day: hiak-dish and meh!
13 dec 2008: my cousin's engagement ceremony. seriously i didn't want to go. not because i am the kind to forget family, but because this family is amongst those that i only see once annually. so idk them much. but still, i went on with my elder brother. gosh i had a hard time planning what to wear. blablablablabla and then when the others came back from the another party's house at serangoon, they told us what happened. apparently some old folks never learn their lesson. nevermind about that. oh and then since it's the engagement ceremony, you know how they jual beli pantun and all right. yeah so apparently, our side made some pretty embarrassing moments because when the other side jual pantun, and our side didn't reply because we didn't know how to. ohmygod la. and it wasn't that we didn't have experienced people, what's more our party was led by the groom's father! sheesh, and he went blank! one of the makciks who followed was about to go home and she said out loud: "listen all, if you want to do this pantun thing again and have an in-law real soon, contact me! i'm the best choice." then i asked her if she answered the pantun that the groom's father didn't answer, she said the words just couldn't come out from her mouth. yeah right! ohmygod, that must really really awkward and oh-so embarrassing siaaaa.
okay so enough of my not so oh-so-happening life already right. this is far too long. and my fingers are already so tired from all this crapping. oh only when i am done typing did i realised i haven't mentioned some things that i had planned to. but nevermind. some other time. and sorry for the lack of pictures and the extremely detailed post. i just thought that for a change you want to know why i haven't been able to blog on my everydays for a whole week. but there you have it, my whole week report. and yes, i should not do this often.
i'm just too excited about monday. radios having a picnic, again. gosh i miss them. who are they? some other time about the details. let's just say we are the noise? nevermind if you don't get it. so anyways, that's it for now. and oh, no emo-shit or god-what-is-she-blabbering-about post today, just not in the mood. or maybe that i just do not want use the wrong words, just in case some people make the wrong assumptions. you know how you guys love guessing things right? yeah that's why. no, i don't take risks when it comes to this.
adios amigos.
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