My favourite moment starts at 2.02 - for 15seconds, Oh HOLY HOT.
Words of Stranger from a Friend to a Crush. Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't? Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't? You fall deeper with each passing day, But try to hide it in every possible way. He's only a friend, and nothing else - That's the lie you keep telling yourself. You keep on saying he's just a bud, But deep inside you're falling in love. You get so giddy when you meet his eyes, But keep reminding yourself that it isn't right. A simple glance turns into a stare, But you pretend that you don't care. It's "not right" for you two to be. Is that why you hide it so no one can see? But how long will you pretend? Keep lying that he's just a friend? Perhaps your feelings you can never show. Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know. Your friendship can't be risked over this, so being his girl is an impossible wish. -Momei Qu
Thanks J, such honest words written.
The more I try to run away, the more I find myself coming closer to where I first began. Maybe it was my fault, maybe this "joke" has gotten way too far, just maybe I am crazy. They laughed at me, they think I'm pathetic. They don't understand and find it absurd, they can be true. They did nothing wrong, they listened and then try to dig it out from me. But I have no answers, no explanations, no reasons, no whatsoever-excuse-you-think-I-may-have, nothing - this is just a feeling.
From now on, I want to be the first one - to walk away, to not look back, to not reply and to (of all other things) stop ______.
