The 3 things you say when you're sorry:
1. "I'm Sorry."
2. " It was all my fault."
3. "How do I make it right?"
more often than not, people do only the first two steps, and never really got on to the last step - but that's because they didn't know so. today, YOU {amongst all other people} didn't even at least try to do the first one. so please, can anyone tell me, how do I ever go on pretending like I was alright, when deep down inside we both know that i am not? you were part of the whole show, and i must say this: you played your not-so-little part really well. you didn't go after me, you didn't shout out to me, you didn't ask me anything, you didn't look at me, you didn't even pretend like you care about me, you didn't say sorry, you obviously didn't have any guilty conscious, you didn't come to find me, you just sat there oblivious - you did NOTHING. and all along, i kept on thinking you would. and what's worst, this isn't the first time.
"Depth of friendship does not depend on length of acquaintance."
this quote is very special to me right now, because it is the one and only answer to all my questions - something no one needs to be bothered about.
everyone else could see it, and you said you hadn't been noticing? then let me ask you for one last time: who am i to you??? OH wait, don't answer that - i already know it. i wonder if you knew that actions speaks louder than words? if you do, you've said a bloody hell lot since the last 4 months.
"Why am I not surprised?"
tomorrow, i will smile like i mean it. and i will show you, that if you can't make me happy, than i'll make myself happy. trust me, i'll be that superwoman. oh yes, i'm already halfway there. you just go one doing that thing you do best, i'm already hurt anyway - why stop now?
p.s. don't worry about me - this is nothing, really.
p.s.s. it's not even about me - GOTCHA!
(enter my name here)
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