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the not-so-anonymous moi

Shafienas Salleh - 18 on going 19.
I believe that a girl can dream any dream she wants.

Laugh. Dance. Love.
That one day will come.

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3 cheers to yesterdays

November 2008
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April 2009
May 2009
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September 2009
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January 2010
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adieu to you too

aminah
fatimah
fazari
haikal
haniffa
hazel
jannah
munirah
musfirah
raidah
safiah
wida


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Thursday, January 01, 2009
aloha zero-nine
11:33:00 PM

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

so, the new year wasn't exactly the way i planned it to be, but at least it didn't really turn out the way i expected it to be. confused much? nevermind. i'm not here to give you the long post of what nurulshafienas have in mind for the new year, or even whats' her regrets for 2008 because i think i'll just keep it to myself. besides, aren't i doing you a favour here? or maybe next time, when i'm in the vintage-walking-down-memory-lane mood.

TO ALL my friends - new or old: 2009 is here people! let's rock the world with each other y'all! let good times roll forever. life's only this long, so let's live it and give our best okay? don't stop those laughs or the stomach-cramps-aftermath and continue on being bitches to each other till we drop. why? oh well, because you know you love me. and remember: 'the 'MOS' line is so mine. but since you're desperate for attention, you can have that rotten-egg line! if you get what i mean; if not, let's laugh out loud and play along. besides, who needs lines that's so yesteryear? oh wait, i forgot - because you're not 'us'.

did i tell you i am a proud MJI member, a RADIOS girl, another SPL and one of the ATTP board of directors? because we rock shit.

geography assignments are still yet to be completed, although the datedue was 2359, 31 dec 2008. but whattheheck! what can the school do to me? A301 was online just moments before the stroke of midnight and we had a mass convo. of course, with the presence by another lonely soul. it was definitely crazy-you-cannot-look-away-from-the-screen kind of convo. though there was only 9 of us, seriously it felt like there was at least 20 people. oh oh and the whole of A301 had the same display pictures! how sweet - i certainly didn't imagined celebrating new year with them over MSN! so you see; you don't need those fireworks or the all-night-long party. just extremely-out-of-their-mind friends and the clock will do.

LAUGH OUT LOUD - klik kekek or borak buddies?! seriously, nadirah needs to think of a better name fast. because there were even suggestions for klik kentot and berak buddies. obviously because amongst us, whom i shall be discreet about, there are some obscene people who are always telling people of their private business. nevermind, this is just getting too irrelevant and unrelated to anything.

oh and i owe you people a report on Mari Mambo. yes plus the many wild-colourful pictures taken. OMG you won't believe my parents. i had been begging them since God-knows-when and then on the day itself, my father gave me the green light at 3pm! No, I didn't waste time asking him to repeat it. Record time: 20 minutes later, I was out of the house - ready to PARTY.

to whom it may concern: please please do not put me in a spot again. i really don't like this, whenever you do it. it's irritating, to the point that if i may be honest, we'd become sworn enemies. don't make me say things i'd regret. i'm sorry is all i can say. but on the other hand, if it's okay is all you feel, obviously you're no good at lying. don't you dare blame me for those cancelled plans. i told you my reasons and obviously, you don't understand me. it's just not fair since you don't know how it feels like to be me, not even the slightest idea. weren't you the one who said those ever-so-famous lines were for my own good? what about now? still, thank you for at least trying. one day when we don't talk, i hope you are sorry too.

okay enough of the emo-spoiled-mood-gone-wrong shoutout. oh well, this is it. as you can see, i'm definitely not in the right mood to say anything, even though that's quite contradicting. okay then, i'll put the final fullstop here.

oh if this post is already making you sleep, you may go. don't continue, since there's nothing about you anymore.

I'm pathetic and stupid, aren't I?
I can do better than you.
I let myself down so bad,
and then you let me down too.

Trust me boy, once you're gone,
you're nothing more than plain memories.
And if I get my chance too,
I'll dump you.

Then I'd be the one to ask:
How come you never wonder too?
How come I'm always the one to?
No, shut your foul mouth.
Ever heard of too little too late?


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